really....

i think this is weird but okay... Kira's friend John doesnt like me yet she continues to stay friends with him... yet my Ex was a major problem for her.... my Ex didnt even know we was together yet she wanted her out of my life... i dont like John nor do i want him in her life.... is this wrong?? how can it be that i had to stop talkin to my ex before she actually became a problem, but now that i could give a 2 shits about John it's okay for her to stay friends with him....
all of this is fucked up....

The resolution

Okay it's 5 am and I can't sleep. Okay here it is bottem line I love Kira she treats me great she loves me I love her she makes me happy.... So why can't I just forgive you and let you go you did so many awful things to me. And I tried to be your friend and you pushed me away. I beat everyone is happy that you not with me good for you. Your mother proud of you now.... Asuka J I hope your wrong cuz I don't want her back I want some fucking answers... Is it really that wrong to want to know why you did it and even when I so close to going back to you, push me and wat little friendship away.... I have my resolve now... I HATE WHO YOU ARE AND WAT YOU'VE BECOME STAY OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER. You nothing but a ghost to me now.... And wat makes all this even funnier is not only are you having a kid by a guy you've told me meant nothing at first by after less than a yr but you have my Dumbass sister(no honor among family) on your side and you drove me to the one person that treats me better.... I hope it true love for you two cuz I am thru with you completely
...............* END OF TRANSMISSION DUE TO PROFANE LANGUAGE * FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Music Player Update.... and one other thing

So im updating my Music Player so this will be the Blog where imma as you if there is any songs on my playlist that you like or dont like and why... i'm most likely going to change the opening song for when you open the page... if you dont like it i'll swith it to something else.(sorry iphone/itouch readers since we don't get flash you wont be able to hear it unless by computer)

Also ive been reading a Manga by the creator of DeathNote called Bakuman(<===Link) and it's really good. it's not a battle manga so dont get your hopes up for fighting...

+ i sent back the Strange Journey game... mostly cuz i had stopped playing it for sometime and had completely forgot i had it so i sent it back to gamefly but it's very good never seen them use that type of game format before on the ds and it really worked for them, i just happened to get Splinter cell and a few other rentals that made me forget... right now im waiting for SSFVI and Prince of Persia...

look know i know there are people that read this but this time im giving a comment question that you have to answer!
the question is:
Where has the honor gone in America today?
i remember there was a time when if you didnt like someone you just said it you didnt pretend to be they're friend and you didnt start shit just to show them up one ONLINE say that shit to their face like a MAN or WOMAN. what is it that drives this people to talk shit over the net and not to ppls faces.... maybe it's me and my time around black ppl cuz a "Nigga" would tell you straight up to yo face so you can hear  so you can talk shit back and trap you in a "Nigga Moment", but lately theses other ppl(mostly non african american) think that it's COOLER to talk your shit online. i think it's time for us to all get back to basics so we can fight face to face and i can hit you in your face when you pop off with that dumb shit...
i better go before i end up showing the black half in me...
so im either going to read the BAKUMAN or watch THE WEEKENDERS X3
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Fruit bowl boyz WTF????

just watch this and then read the part below
skip to 3 mins and 2 seconds in


and now this shit is dumb ass shit.... WTF is with the snapping?!?!?

well when i rains it pours

oh thats it....

OMG THIS DUMBASS JOHN!!!!!!

so on my facebook today i was joking Captain Planet... and Mixed it with Highlander now everyone having fun and joking about how Captain Planet is Better and im saying Highlander is better jokingly saying im an Immortal(JOKING)

so our friend Chaz says
Chaz: what about someone with the blood of gods

Me: that aint captain planet... and Hercules was consider a king he married Deianira, daughter of King Oeneus. which in turn made him a king and that blood is inside of me....
THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE!!!!!!!!

and then John Comes out the blue saying STUPID SHIT AGAIN!!!
John: If you got Hercules blood in you why you still using a cane? haha

so i explain to John that major surgery on two parts of the human body is traumatic
so we all move on and Ignore John.
Chaz was like i win so i said i'll get him some Cookies cuz he Humors John as in where i just gave up and dont give a fuck cuz its annoying....

So Kira
Kira: I have something all guys want so I win! X3

And then John goes
John: well not all guys Kira, some are Gay, but i guess that gets evened out given the a certain number of women want it too

and it's like we get it Kira is Pretty much GAY Get over it
Me: oh god im friends with a savant....

John: your fuckin retarded, dont savant me dickhead, so carry your cockyself

(what i said)
Me:you know what josh move on... i meant wat you say is stupid but i know your smart, ya dumbass... honestly if im cocky then get a new friend i can give a fuck less... im tired of the stupid shit you post on my page you think is funny yet im suppose to think it's funny when it's insulting... everyone suppose to take the shit you say as cool but when i bust a joke im wrong.... grow up cuz if you didnt like the conversation do what i do remove yourself from it... like for real Yo Gabba Gabba that the black Citizen Kane in my eyes... saying Shut the Fuck UP Fool everytime you come on my page and then that BIG ass Lie about Troy and Mic Ann... you prank and play with everyone else but when it comes to you if it's INSULTING THEY'RE wrong... you have no common sense and thats why ppl get mad at you so damn much.... if you dont like what you see then maybe you should stay of my page and keep my name out your mouth
and then i say

Me: you want respect from me give it.... and it Idiot Savant that the Insult... saying savant mean your smart without commonsense....
(what i wanted to say)

Me:and again im moving on.... cuz again i could careless.... wait in fact i dont care at all.... and this coming from the person who had sex with a gay chick and then she went back to girls right after.... so if im cocky *LITTLE MAN* then wat are you chicken little?

i wanted to be mean but i didnt... i just pointed out how stupid he acts and if you want to be respected then give it...

minutes to midnite

so with only minutes to midnight i get an email... and im thinking sure wat the hell lets open odd email from ppl i dont know.... and it's Yumi great... fucking great Yumi is the girl my ex would send naked pics of herself to and they would hangout doing god knows what...  and with that i deleted it.... i didnt even bother to read it... it was some msg that i got that i shouldnt have....

EITHER WAY

Saw Kick ASS last saturday and i have to say it was the best fucking movie ive seen all year!!!! Jetpack with Gatling guns WTF!!!!!! it was AWESOME I loved it!!!

this Saturday will be The Losers which looks promising, very promising....

OTHER than that.... 

im just here waiting for Kira so we can watch Supernatural cuz she missed it...

Lastly

ive come to terms and i just personally dont give a fuck take it how you want....

BYE MOTHERFUCKER!!!
"you couldn't beat me there if you had a leer!!!" but that was personalized

(the picture is just for fun Borderlands Bitch!!!)

Can we pretend that airplanes are like shooting stars

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now


yea cuz i could use a wish or 20 right now.... 
i wish i didnt miss you Kira so much 
that i'd fear that you'll leave me cuz i'm broken 


I'd wish that we could be happy 
and nothing bad ever happened to us...
but i cant do that cuz we would appreciate each other so much


i'd wish that when i met you it was okay for us to be together...
i was with some many ppl that hurt me before we finally said fuck it


i'd wish for my to be all better
so that when we go out i can hold your hand when we walk


and most of all i wish for ppl to give up trying to hurt us
i mean honestly 

I don't even know why you bother at this point anymore.

Like give it up, it's me. I win and you lose.

Here's to the nights we felt alive...

[this is from a blog of mine when a couple of months back. i felt like sharing it cuz i sorta feel that way now]

Eh... here we go again here's another nite with Magari feeling sorry for himself....

so i decided to play an older song and i couldn't help thinking about my ex when this part came on...

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

and after my Little brother gave me his password so i could make my final choice on leaving my Ex alone for good, een now i dont know if i should ever be friends with her.... but sometimes it just feels like i should even tho all she did was push me away... and i hate her for it... i really needed her she was MY BESTFRIEND  the number one person i could trust. she knew things about me that i havent told anyone and she just does me any kind of way... i figured she'd move on like we never broke up while i was in the hospital she faked like she hadn't the whole time... but by the time i realized this i was with Kira and she let me stay with her since the break up... (i doubt you'll see this but yes i stayed with Kira when i left my sisters i never went to Bouncer's and we had sex well more or less i made her cum without touching her.... do you know how hard that is!!!!) and we tried it like Jennifer and Vince Vaughn but it didnt work out just like them... so now i blog about what was us... it feels good to think about the things we use to do, but it feels better to replace them with things i do with Kira... like my favorite date with Kira was the Paramore No-Doubt concert and we stayed until the end.... and family wise i still like the dad and  brothers Kira's sister is way better than Lena, but the moms a SUPER bitch... i know with time i'll get over you completely and you'll just be that person that abused me... someone that i cant remember why i dated you... why i let good friends go over....  you'll just be that person i dated long ago... you'll never be a regret or an mistake but i grew from all this and learned, you love most always hurt you more than when it's someone you just know... and Ex you hurt me far worse than this surgery has... but Kira Loves Fixing me and she does a good job... do you realize i am nice to ppl cuz i want to be not cuz im afraid of what she'll do.... so lets forgive,and all the bad thoughts just let them Go. Cuz Got a New Bestfriend and her Name is Bunnii

Man Baby

This is for Asuka J since she says a man cant have a baby in him


Man Fetus

Growing up in Nagpur, India, Sanju Bhagat was often ridiculed for his abnormally large stomach. We all know how it is--kids can be cruel, especially when you're a man who has looked pregnant his entire life. It's kind of a horrifying irony that it was ultimately discovered he had been pregnant his entire life. Sort of.


Enjoy, ladies.

He finally did something about his situation one night when he was rushed to the hospital with shortness of breath and severe pain. When the doctors attempted to remove what they assumed was a tumor, they were mildly shocked to find... Wait, seriously?



...a partially formed fetus. Holy shit, that's like a scene from a freaking John Carpenter movie. Except like 10 times worse.


Maybe not 10 times.

One doctor's natural reaction was apparently to shake hands with the abomination, which had limbs, hair and genitalia.

But Could it Happen to Me?

Luckily, there are fewer than 90 cases of this in recorded medical history, but we still think that's about 100 too many. It's called fetus in fetu, and it basically means that Bhagat had a twin inside the womb who he absorbed like an in-vitro caged death match.



Apparently, as in this case, the parasitic fetus will sometimes feed off the host until "doctors are forced to intervene." As though having some kind of unborn demonspawn leeching off your life force from the inside wouldn't be your highest priority under any imaginable circumstance.

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I hate Ugg and Emu Boots also cassi

Also FUCK UGG BOOTS AND EMU BOOTS YOU BITCHES LOOK WEATHER COMFUSED IN THEM DUMBASS. and cassi pissed me off she's luck Viper is nice I'dda smacked you with some white gloves. X3 this is like twilight Viper and Song or the hungry chick wait maybe M.A.C. Girl will be it either way I'm team Viper X3 so imma sleep now cuz
•I should it 5 am
•imma try online with ppl tomorrow hopin our net doesn't fuck up...
Nite

Kira

So guess what I love Kira!!! She's so good to me I mean very good to me. Sometime I look at myself in the mirror or my leg if I'm wearing shorts and I hate myself and she always holds me and says she love me. It's something I've never had before, well I've had violent ass lickings from an Gf but I've never felt like shit and a Gf told me they still love me and that wat I can and cannot do does not matter to her.... She makes me feel like a person and she talks to me and we discuss things together. Sometimes it really feels like were married. I can't wait to be with her forever...
LOVE YOU FOREVER KIRA

KICKASS BIG BRO AND SIS

So right now it's friday. So you know what that means KICK-ASS hit the
movies today and I know what you thinking why not see it now or today.
Well that's cuz I have an outstanding tradition of seeing movies with
Riku and Asuka J. And in by doing so I get to spend time with my
brother and I get to see a movie great huh!!! Asuka J is fun to be
around she too... She's really like a sister sorta glad Riku is with her... Maybe it's me but she is really cool X3 I mean come on she got
my some BROWNIES how could she not be... Anyway I'm going to finishs
what I'm doing try and sleep tonite Kira comes tomorrow and I may get
a new cane YAY!!!

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