Complete Darkness Update

So Me and Misa broke up and she went and married some other guy which is cool i guess. I think i'm over it which is why i'm back up here this blog a dedication to our love that was one sided. i loved her but apparently she loved me just wanted to fuck other ppl like her bestfriend Joe and this new guy but not me unless she was in the mood for it.... glad i didn't catch anything.

In the time since i've met a few Girls Amy, Emma and now today Sarah.

Amy
Amy is a Loving and tend woman that i love to spend time with if not for her i would have killed myself and we wouldn't be having this talk kids. she's like me a military kid but hates it like i do now. loves gaming anime and manga so we fit like puzzles pieces. We do fight way to much she doesn't trust me and constantly tells me to find another GF so much i think i sorta have. As much as i care about her and i don't want to cause i care about her yet something each time we fight after a perfect night that makes me tell her i love you even when she is mad. i just wish she'd calm the fuck down sometimes and stop pushing me away cause as much as i want her to stay i'm not gonna try and make her stay she leave she leaves. can't make someone stay i barely see.

Emma
Emma is a 33 year old woman from Stockholm. yea a foreigner that loves to suck cock LUCKY ME!!! but thats the only thing the distance and as cool as she is i could cover the ticket to see her but i might be stupidly broken for awhile after. her dark hair and blues makes her so alluring and i want to give her that chocolate she wants so bad. to be honest i got into her saturday night and we talked long into the morning her time and late into the night for me 2 nights in a row. Nothing major somethings was sexual but most was left to the mind. And you all know how my mind wonders. tho i remind fateful just talk nothing more nothing less and she even knows about Amy, so she knows how far she can go with me.

Sarah
Sarah happens to be everything i like in a woman tattoos piercing and a freak. oh god tho it was harmless fun and nothing against Amy but WOW hot under my collar. don't think i'm going to sleep anytime soon. mostly cause of what she told me "I Deep throat like a CHAMP!" how could i not get turned on when i love to lick pussy and have my dick sucked? Which reminds me her clit is pierced so sexy gonna hum on that X3 Jk. Sarah is very sexy and she knows it. This sexy hipster from Idaho wanting to move to Portland she's that's where she feels like she'll fit in at. Not to far from where i will be when i go back to campus. She will totally get a visit if things with Amy doesn't work out.

These girls are so cool and i like them all equally Right now Sarah a bit more since we are so alike, and Amy's pushing me away. so IDK the swedish Bombshell, the Cali Dream girl or the SEXY Hipster from Idaho.... Man why is life so hard like my Dick after what Sarah told me....